i stumbled upon some readings on ash wednesday. In light of current events here... i find it very in line and refreshing. i don't have much to time to write but i love that it is about ash wednesday is that it is a time to grieve and repent. Something i think we don't do often. It is a period of reflection, of self- denial, a time to put into practice what is most important. It is a time of healing.

I've been thinking a lot lately. Really i've been feeling like starting up blogging again, but perhaps under a different blog... this one is old. hmmm never getting around to it... but i think i will or perhaps tumblr. not sure yet. lots is going on in my head...

today i had a run in with my past (not just a little run in... like wham here it is... this is everyone you've ever known/whose hurt you/ you've loved/love moment)... it wasn't as scary as it used to be. It felt nice not to be scared. It left me feeling a little sad though, and yet happy in some ways. weird.